lauren_mmad

I'm really exciteddddd! Going to Yale with Kc and staying with her cousin til SUNDAY! So lets see, tonight...party, tomorrow...Yale vs. Harvard football game, Sunday...Jake and Ians hockey game! YESYESYEYESYES! CAN NOT WAIT!

apparently 23 weeks...


It's very weird, last time I wrote on this, I was writing about how I was "getting over him" and "getting better"...now we're dating again? hahaha I can't complain, I love it! :) I am very happy and I hope things between Matt and I work out and are better than last time. I havn't talked to him since I dropped him off at hockey at like 3 and he usually texts me after and when he gets home...he hasn't talked to anyone, I'm a little worried. I'm told I worry too much so hopefully I'm just being stupid. I think I'm gonna go to bed now, goodnight livejournal.



love,

lauren

i've been really trying not to let him bother me. I havn't cried in a while, I think I'm doing better. just trying to keep my head up...




...oh and why wouldn't I be happy, I'M SEEING BLINK THIS SUMMER! asuydfasdfsbdfbf so fucking pumped!

 Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And nurse me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

get alteast a 1600 or better on my SAT's

 "the doctor said if you kc allyse and alex didn't help me i would of died within the hour"

not something i want to hear...ever again.

well, im not really sure what to say but  Kelly told me about this and it sounded like it was a good thing to have since i talk a lot and have a lot going on lately. now i have a place to vent...yay : ) thanks kelly!